Friday, March 24, 2006

borderline Diabetic

The wanness of my health is taking its toll. This last three day sugar-birthday celebration has affected me more than any other one. I feel like I should go on medication for the diabetes but I don't like needle jabs to keep track of my sugar count and I am so busy running around I am not too reliable for timed commitments. I woke up early with an excruciating headache. My mouth was completely dry to the point of no saliva at all. The middle of my tongue felt like sandpaper. It was hard to focus and think clearly. My back was itching. My hands were so itchy I just wanted to run them under very hot water until they burned to stop the itching. Yesterday I waited 3 1/2 hours outside of my house for my bus to arrive to go exercise for my third time this week, but I got tired of wasting time, so I called and canceled it. That was not a smart move. My kitchen sink disposal is broken and the water in the sink keeps backing up and no money to get it fixed right now. I have to house sit a baby puppy for three whole days, sounds like a time consuming responsibility. I need to get all of my clothes washed this weekend. A personal problem has reoccured, and at this point in time I am thinking "come back my Pollyanna attitude," we've got a long hull ahead of us. You'll make it through all of these steps, you always do. It's the faith in prayers, trust, love, submit, agree, fortitude, and following through with an educated plan that will all get you to prevail. To think I asked for something different to write about, why do I always get what I ask for? Cheers to today.

1 comment:

Chana said...

I'm sorry you are having a very rough time of it. Those days that seem to come at us with no mercy are too many sometimes. I send you a hug...